world of love

"I don't know... it's so sad to be gone my heart.. in fact, this was a story that never started, different from all others.. he was someone I found myself in. I found what I lost in him. we were very similar... even reasons beyond our control united us... everything ended quickly and did not begin... this story was not like this, this Fate is about him I can even write a novel about him when I have little memory....you know what happened the worst? I can't blame him, I don't have the right to it..because he never left me alone..I know he wanted me very much but I was too proud.don't tell anyone I love you I didn't get it. Because someone didn't deserve my pure love. But he did. This time I thought about whether I deserved his love. It wasn't me. It was as if I had changed. My life wasn't difficult. I had a good month, but he came, or life brightened. it dawned in a different way, the sun rose in a different way..spring was more beautiful...yes, I LOVED…………I LOVED FROM Afar . .this was a different story. I never thought it would happen to him, but a person loves, even if he loves from a distance, he loves someone he says he doesn't love at all. Why you? Why is he the one who makes people sad the most? Why is he the one when there are so many people I can love? I had what I wanted in my life, I had MY GOD , I had a month, and I had a friend. But when he was in my life, the days were different. I couldn't make emotional sentences like him, but I saw him say I love him a lot. Yes, life is strange. When I left him for his happiness, I didn't think that everything would be so difficult. I didn't want to hurt him because he was the only one worthy of my love. He didn't understand me and he doesn't know the reasons now, but I believe that one day in the future he will know that I love him. They say that love is immortal, even though it is not dead, it will not die, my love for you. But forgive me. I have more pride than you. I also love you more than you and I want you to be happy. I don't know where you are now, but you are far away, you are far away from me, but it doesn't matter. no, with whom I want to be happy, the smile on your face, because you deserve it, you deserve happiness, the only silence left for me from you is that you condemned me to silence. My friend who I will pass by didn't leave me alone. It's true that I didn't forget, I can't do it, but my eyes are still looking far away, because maybe you're near... Take care of yourself, I couldn't do it, you know, I didn't forget it...………but I can’t look..but I am sure that you followed my mmmmmmmmmm last words even if you forgot them…. BE HAPPY……….

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