world of love

Every day without you.. Sad.. No beauty of life arouses interest in me. My acquaintances, who used to bring me happiness and smiles on my face, no longer do me any good. You took all my joy and happiness with you. You left me alone.

I spend every day thinking about you. Every moment you are my love. Oh, how difficult this absence of you is, not seeing you, not touching you, not feeling your breath... Maybe it would be better if I died... You always called me my angel, my sweet, my life. But I would only tell you that I love you. Do you remember one day you asked me a question like this: "Why do you just say I love you?" Am I not your soul?" . I just looked into his eyes and smiled. But how do you know that you are my soul and my breath.

In those happy days of ours, I had a fear inside me, my love, that fear that I suddenly fell in love with you If I tell you, you will hurt me a lot.. My fears were not in vain, everything I loved came true. For reasons I don't understand, it hurt me a lot. I know that I am not the only one suffering from this love, you are suffering too, but we would fight no matter what. If we understood that it would not be accepted, at least we would say that we fought... Ehhh.. To whom I say these words, you will still "you don't understand me" and turn away from me... But shall I tell you something, my love? I hope you will return. because I am sure that you love me too. Buddha gives me hope to live because of you every day. Please don't make me wait too long, come back to me soon.. I am very bad without you, my love.